my soul yearns for more

will i see so clearly everything else disappears

who are you when no one is looking

can you make it another day lying to yourself in the mirror

feel the thing without fear of being judged

the spectrum of human emotion is complex

are you living on the playing field or watching on the sidelines

can you bear witness to the atrocities unfolding within or will you run away at the sight of discomfort

where will you run when the very thing you fear is running alongside

you cannot outrun what you are

you will never catch up

slow down

let it consume you

my soul yearns for less

be still

and

you

will

open

up

and

realize

that the very thing you are yearning for is running right alongside

your faith and your fear

am i really here?

or

am i barely catching up?